I can write now. I can write till your tired of reading my paragraphs, so exausted that your eyes will half close, your eyelashes hanging off like large anchors. So here goes. Sometimes,running or excercise or just playing a game that has competition can help you. Because you burn it all out. No,not calories.You just burn off part or most of the ache inside you,the pain you could never quite put a finger on.You just burn off everything you could never get out of your system,out of your head,out of your heart. You will leap to touch that person even if it was 'just a game' because it was like a sick,pathetic kind of reassurance that you could catch something whizzing past you while you could barely latch your fingers on the other things or people that were whizzing past you in other aspects of your life. Maybe you tried explaining it but it just couldnt come out the way you wanted it to.It just couldnt impact whoever the way you wanted it to.It just couldnt,and it wont come out right and I know that it will never ever come out right,not in a way you can understand, not in a way that I can tell you that I wont end up errupting into tears.Yeah cyring doesnt mean your weak it always has been a sign that you are alive since you were born,quotes tumblr.But tears and cyring and saltwater down your cheeks also mean that something in your life is wrong,and you are not strong enough to solve it without turning on the waterworks. Love is so impossible,so indescribable. Yeah yeah all you cynics probably exiting this window or tab now but really.I cannot find one word that can constantly describe this feeling. So people scoff.Young and naive and not even done with school they want to talk about soulmates and lovers and the works.Guess what readers I used to be one of those people too.'I love you forever'and then forever ends in 4 months, 2 days,and 8 hours and then in less than a month she will have a new man to say 'I love you forever' to.But these people dont understand that young as we are,stupid as we are, we know what love truly is when we feel it. When it eats into your bones,your body,your heart. So if your opinion is that I'm just some stupid prat who should just go home then let me tell you that you wont be a 100% sure of your opinion till it happens to you. I wont forget.Everything else might change,but I wont forget. |